Fuck Buddy Found...

In the past few months, I've learned quite a bit about myself.

I'll expand on all after....

1. I don't mind and quite encourage threesomes (especially DRUNK me) - I call it team building
2. I'm DEFINTELY bi-sexual
3. fuck buddy found ...and she is a girl, bonafide vagina and tits girl; which is AMAZING

Now everyone can go WTF, how did a straight girl who likes fucking dudes ALOT change it up and start fucking girls?

Well one, bisexual doesn't mean that im greedy and im not CHOOSING to be this way, hell it would be alot easier to be just straight, then i don't have to explain myself, it would also slim down the options cause fuck there already are so many options with just dudes.. *brain exploding*
So FUCK IT...its a real thing
I still like dick - in and around my poon
BUT I also like the rush of getting a girl off and the feeling of boobs on my body; its heavenly.

The whole realizing I'm bi thing has been my main reason for not blogging lately, its been a tad hard for me to come to grips with it and be ok with sharing it with anyone outside the girl i was fucking - also I didn't know how to approach it on here and whether you all would be interested in my stories even though they now will have more female appearances.

But here I am, like it or not...I'm gonna keep writing about my experiences and LOVE YOU ALL STILL.

Now, onto the first bullet - I think im going to make a whole seperate entry about that, since it seems to be a hot topic in my life lately and have a bit to say about it.

NEW FUCK BUDDY NEEDED!!

Having a good fuck buddy is essential

The relationship is a very unique one... the way I like mine to play out is this:

- we are friends - we prob don't hang out with the same people all the time or ever, but we can each hang out with each others friends no prob
- we both know that this is just what it is...and its NOT and never will become a relationship
- sex is good and we don't have to have dinner first or watch a tv show or movie  (again we know what   this is)
- they have their own place or a car that way sex can happen easier (ill go back to car sex if i have to)
- sleeping over is optional and isn't awkward cause who gives a fuck....we friends and we fuck
- never expect to be invited out to events by one another...if they happen to be there great, if not who cares...ITS NOT A RELATIONSHIP (at the end of the night if im not fucking someone...then we can text each other - its mutually beneficial)

- the fuck buddy has to be someone that you think is hot or that you think is great in bed but there is something between the two of you that you just KNOW you would never work out together - but we young and horny soo lets fuck who we want, when we want, as often as we want.

and to end that - I need one..I don't even remember how to go about finding one, its hard to find the perfect one but I HAVE to, soon.

MY LOINS DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER.
 -- however I think I now have a candidate in mind...

Dry Spell

Lately I've gotten a new job, its super demanding but so good good!

but now consequently I am super busy; two jobs, school and studying is leaving a very minimal amount of social life time in my weeks.

SO SAD

aside from that, its been two weeks since my last romp in the sack and its killing me. 

I just want some mind shattering sex, orgasm squirting, non commital sex.

The last couple months I'm pretty sure i've only been with my usual FB (fuck buddy), and being that its been now 2 years - i'm getting bored.

Seriously the same sex all the time, i know exactly what he wants, where he wants it, how he wants it and its all so vanilla, i'm just so disinterested. - Like there is nothing exciting about it, and hes not so much on the trying new things once he found something that works.

I need new person sex, the excitement of a new person and discovery is so enticing and makes me wet with excitemnent thinking about the next person that i will pounce on. - the fantasies have gotten pretty intense; being that i live on a street with many eligible men walking around going to the many bars, one night last week i had to physically stop myself from just going outside and finding the first person and taking them into my house.

I NEEEEEDDDD !!

Side Note: how do people stay in relationships? I don't even spend much time with the FB and now im bored... I'm failing hardcore, scared to even think what i would be like in a relationship!!

How do you stay interested in sex with the same person day in and day out? Help a sista out...comments?

#10 - Fave/Longest lasting Fuck Buddy

We have now this summer been fuck buddies for two years
which also happens to be the longest I've ever been with someone.
Sad but true.

WEEELLL we met at work, in two shifts, i was smitten - he was hot as shit and had a bad attitude.
I always was touching his face, his everything and telling him how hot he was and how big my crush was.

All he would say was,.."fuck you stop touching me, why don't we just fuck then!?"
I replied with "BUT YOUR SO HOT, I CAN'T STOP TOUCHING YOU, and also why we can't fuck...i like you too much"
That went on for a bit until one night there was an LMFAO show at a club near where we all lived. A bunch of us from work decided to go to the show and i wasn't expecting him to be there.
Lo and behold, there he was so both of our groups merged and hung out. Till LMFAO finally came on and we all were dancing - when i noticed this fucking kid dancing with this ugly fat chick.
I was pissed...so literally walked over to him and cut in, i was like "WTF, why are you dancing with that, when you can clearly have me"
ps. sometimes i can get bitchy and territorial.
so we danced, made out, i drove all people home - OBVI left him for last and i got to his house and legit lifted me over onto his seat and i def couldn't refuse him any longer.

We drove to a dead end street, that backed onto a cemetery (creepy i know, but we was horny, so fuck it)

we fucked long, and hard, in the car, on the grass...which also happened to push me onto the concrete curb
Where i proceeded to get concrete burn - mucho mucho more painful than carpet burn!!

Asphyxiation #29 - again

He was really nice guy, just into some weird shit that I had never experienced.

Whenever we hung out, we were always trying to one up each other by finding an even more controversial, or banned, or just seriously fucked up movie that we could watch.
Most of the movies were all movies that were banned at some point in time from some country somewhere in the world. Normally I'm not a fan of scary movies, luckily all these movies were more like action or whatnot but with some sick and twisted scenes. (ie: Ichi the Killer - this one specifically I never was able to fully watch)

That night he took some (in his words) "artful" nudie pics; I was so against, in case they ever surface on the  internets...so I covered my face as best as I could and took more pics. Also did some filming that night. It's always interesting and odd watching yourself in the act or looking at pics.

Before sex that night however he asked me "how do you feel about choking?" wooo...I was like "ahhhh...never did it, would be kinda scared"So he goes on and tells me that he won't do it to me, but if I wanted, I could do it on him and we'll see how it goes.

I'm open minded, sooo when he asked me to do it, I did it a couple times but probably lightly mainly because I was afraid to choke him to hard. The third time though I did well, or so he said. He may have tried it once on me, but I didn't get it soo he stopped.

Not gonna lie...sometimes I would like to try it again. PLUS i just Wikipedia'd it to see what the hype was or why people like it. This is a quote from there that sparked my intrigue again: "When the brain is deprived of oxygen, it induces a lucid, semi-hallucinogenic state called hypoxia. Combined with orgasm, the rush is said to be no less powerful than cocaine, and highly addictive" 


In conclusion, #29 pushed my limits, opened me up to new possibilities and of course introduced me to more taboo sex practices along with teaching me about cuddling.
Before these encounters, I was SUPER against cuddling because it was almost too intimate and could cause me to think there is more between me and this random than just sex.
But he was adamant on the cuddling, the first night we were together I rolled over onto my side of the bed...but he just rolled over ontop of me and gave me no choice but to cuddle and then would ask that I cuddle him as well.

For a tall ass man (prob 6'2"), compared to my 5'1" self I was big spoon alot of the time - such a baby.

I learned so much with this kid...thats why he warranted 3 posts.
=)

MDMA, Puke and Bruises - #29

Jan 3ish, 2011!
it was close to new years...

Started out like any great night out with one of my bffs...aka pretty tipsy and then this time getting WAY too high on MDMA.  The M really set in around 2ish when we were leaving; we get outside and obviously start looking for someone to take us to an after-hours place (ps. in canada, bars/clubs close at 2 and thus an afterhours is a place that 'illegally' continues to serve alcohol, etc).

We noticed two guys one blonde and one brunette (always a sucker for a brunette) this boy was so tall and awkward standing and cute and had lotsa hair on his head and a beard and glasses ....the only thing that my high ass brain could come up with to say was "your face! yourrr faaaaaceeeee!" with my hands outstretched reaching towards his face.
Somehow between that and my bffs conversations we headed off to an afterhours - I was retarded high, because I don't remember getting to the afterhours, maybe like 5 minutes in the afterhours I remember, don't remember leaving, getting to his house, walking up the stairs to his room BUT once I hit bed I remember EVERYTHING! It was almost as if my brain knew it was time to kick in and I would want to remember this important parts ;).

and now for the really interesting parts...

Remembering Old Positions

When your young and in school, a lot of people still live at home with the parents...aka me.

You kinda get used to doing the dirty in cars, and the way to spice up the sex is changing the parking location - sad, i know, but you make due.

I like car sex, well, actually I liked car sex until I realized how good NON car sex was and I got bored.

ANYWAYSS

I took a study "break" like I said on le twitter (follow already if your not - theres a link in the right hand corner ;) )
and went to meet up with the main buddy who convienently FINALLY had an empty house.

We do it pretty often and that means that I have car sex pretty often, this time though; as we're about to get it on hes like "WAIT, i miss doggy style, can we do doggy style?"
i said "um yes please, i don't care how we do it cause we in a BEDDD!"

hah
-can't wait for him to move out of said parents house