It was the summer before my last year of highschool and the fam had just moved to a new city. I knew this was gonna me hard as a newbie student coming into a school in grade 12 where everyone knew where they belonged and their groups were tight. Also it didn't help that we had moved from a primarily multicultural area (as in there were like a grand total of like 20-30 white kids of a total of 1200 kids at my old highschool) to a city that was really, just white.
Most people I met were through my churchs youth group, where luckily a lot of kids from school also went there and happened to be in a lot of my classes.
Of course I made friends at least by second semester, a few that I became like best friends with. The odd thing about the youth group was that it exposed me to kids of all ages and everyone hung out together and not by age or class. I met many kids that were younger than me because the oldest you could be and still be in youth group was last year of high school (grade 12- aka me).
Most of the time I make friends that i'm attracted to, as such I met a kid who was in grade 10 at the time, so two years younger than me. We got close quick and hung out often as we also went to the same highschool; he became one of my best friends. Any and every problem he had with parents, girlfriends, friends, etc he told me about and vice versa.
It wasn't until May I believe, because it was nearing the end of the school year and we were all getting ready for "Relay for Life" where you raise money for cancer and the actual event is an all night thing with a team of about 10 people. Again me and #1 were close, bff, although we were different grades so he was on a different team than I, nonetheless we stuck together most of the day and night, talking and/or doing our laps.
He had just broken up from a pretty unhealthy relationship (no bias - i swear), when we decided it was late enough and we should probably sleep, we ended up sleeping beside each other. Im foggy on the details, this was quite a few years ago now but pretty sure there was some touching maybe outside pants, but I know nothing really serious. -- Except that we were both virgins.
All he had done was maybe touched a boob or two and/or fingered a girl before; me, no beejs, no real penises, obvi kissed before but that was the extent.
I was 18 at the end of grade 12 and he was 16. Ever since that day we continued our great friendship but the horniness was unleashed, every time we were alone we tried some way to get it on.
Read on after the jump
He was big...like length and the girth was big enough, I mean I have not experienced anything like it since and as you will get to know in time, I have many experiences to compare his to. I'm saying this now because, the first time we tried to pop the cherry was at his house, and I mean we tried. We tried for at least an hour, it was so painful, my poon was NOT ready to be opened that big at least not in the first go!
We gave up that time, I can't remember now how soon after but we both lost our virginity at my house in my bedroom. It was the same as the last time, painful, not comfortable, When all seemed lost and my vag just didn't seem like it was gonna open any wider, my horniness just took over and I didn't care anymore I just wanted to have that sweet sweet sex!
Still to this day, i'm pretty sure he will always just be too long and coupled with that girth will not be that comfortable and we're just not meant to be. Plus my jaw would like take a beating every time I gave a beej, I remember that summer my jaw was so sore and my lockjaw was like on the fritz.
This is not where this story ends, that is just the beginning.
Not all stories will be this long, mainly cause there is not as much to say, but I feel that you'll get a sense of where i'm coming from and maybe why i've acted the way I have since this.
PS. none of our friends or parents knew that we were fucking or whatever (we were part of the youth group and church still, remember) -- and that is where the problem starts and continues in the next post.
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