He was really nice guy, just into some weird shit that I had never experienced.
Whenever we hung out, we were always trying to one up each other by finding an even more controversial, or banned, or just seriously fucked up movie that we could watch.
Most of the movies were all movies that were banned at some point in time from some country somewhere in the world. Normally I'm not a fan of scary movies, luckily all these movies were more like action or whatnot but with some sick and twisted scenes. (ie: Ichi the Killer - this one specifically I never was able to fully watch)
That night he took some (in his words) "artful" nudie pics; I was so against, in case they ever surface on the internets...so I covered my face as best as I could and took more pics. Also did some filming that night. It's always interesting and odd watching yourself in the act or looking at pics.
Before sex that night however he asked me "how do you feel about choking?" wooo...I was like "ahhhh...never did it, would be kinda scared"So he goes on and tells me that he won't do it to me, but if I wanted, I could do it on him and we'll see how it goes.
I'm open minded, sooo when he asked me to do it, I did it a couple times but probably lightly mainly because I was afraid to choke him to hard. The third time though I did well, or so he said. He may have tried it once on me, but I didn't get it soo he stopped.
Not gonna lie...sometimes I would like to try it again. PLUS i just Wikipedia'd it to see what the hype was or why people like it. This is a quote from there that sparked my intrigue again: "When the brain is deprived of oxygen, it induces a lucid, semi-hallucinogenic state called hypoxia. Combined with orgasm, the rush is said to be no less powerful than cocaine, and highly addictive"
In conclusion, #29 pushed my limits, opened me up to new possibilities and of course introduced me to more taboo sex practices along with teaching me about cuddling.
Before these encounters, I was SUPER against cuddling because it was almost too intimate and could cause me to think there is more between me and this random than just sex.
But he was adamant on the cuddling, the first night we were together I rolled over onto my side of the bed...but he just rolled over ontop of me and gave me no choice but to cuddle and then would ask that I cuddle him as well.
For a tall ass man (prob 6'2"), compared to my 5'1" self I was big spoon alot of the time - such a baby.
I learned so much with this kid...thats why he warranted 3 posts.
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