Breaking Up

So officially single lady again. We had a good run, was in a legit relationship for about a year or so....well we were at least sleeping together for a year.

I'm not broken up about it, I knew it was coming and also knew that I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with him.

So to keep this from getting ANY sappier... my last notes on relationships:

This was my longest and most legit relationship i've ever been in and it was the learning experience of a lifetime.

Both being single and being in a relationship have their pros and cons - I learned what it really meant to be cared about and thought about on a constant basis, someone always wondering what you thought or what you were doing that wasn't just your friend. That is nice, and comforting; not something i've ever been used to and was most likely always afraid of.

So thanks to him! for teaching me about all the good things of relationships and how valuable and lovely they are.

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On the other hand there is all the freedom to do whomever and whatever you want to do when single and no one to answer to. There is the doing whatever your heart desires always and whenever that is great about single. There is the extra time that you can spend learning about yourself and really caring about and going crazy over yourself. It's really a time that you can sit back and reflect and be selfish until you find that person that will complement what you really are and want out of life.
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AKA whether your single or taken, enjoy it and cherish it =)

Never NOT been single.

One of my boys birthdays was this weekend, he threw a big party and so I though I would bring along the new BF as a "coming out/check out my NON singleness. It was a hit, people I didn't even know were telling us that we looked good together, all the boys were nice to him and inclusive.

I had no doubt that he would be good with all of the them but it was DEFINITELY weird being with all my boys and having a BF there too.

Its been 5-6 years that this group of friends have been going strong and being 1 of 2 girls that are not a girlfriend of one of the boys in the group of like 10, its odd to be bringing a new dude into the mix.

The boys have always said to us two (the girls of the group) - jokingly - that no matter what we can't bring our bfs around. That has never really been a problem cause it's not like im gonna bring around fuck buddies and I was always under the impression that I probably was never going to settle down - so no problemo there.

Alas, things don't always turn out like they are planned and here I am bringing a dude into our nice little group.
PLUSS...it's not like the boys havn't brought their girlfriends around and made us (me and the other chick) play nice with these "girlfriends" that we didn't know if they would last or not.

PS. a little about the BF.

He
- reallly likes sex. Like alot alot - perfect for my insatiableness.
- really likes my tittttays
- enjoys my BJs.
- kisses me on the forehead
 -- thus I do like everything about him

HOWEVER
being that I have had more experience than the regular old joe when it comes to the bedroom...there are somethings that I would slowly like to introduce to him aka
- a little bit of roughness (read...a LOT more roughness)
- maybe pull my hair sometimes
- maybe spit on your cock a bit (cause you want it so bad that you don't want to wait)
- give me some bruises (so i can be reminded of where you were on me the next day - aka on my tit, ass, stomach, inner thigh, etc)
- smack my ass a bit
- throw me down on the bed and hold me there, choke me a bit
etc.
(i know - all sex related, simply because I like everything else about it, except for how TOO nice he is in bed)

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