There are, at this moment, only three guys that I know that I would commit to and never stray..
Two of them are out of reach, live in different countries, so beautiful and smart and passionate.
- one of these i havn't even slept with but he is so mind stimulating and both are in university which is always a good sign, both like travelling (super plus) ahhh..
The third is close by and been intimate for a long time, 2 years.
With all of them, i'm just to pussy to say anything, to ask, to just know if they would commit.
I almost would rather have them around as friends or fuck buddies than to risk finding out that they don't ever want to commit.
so pathetic...
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oh but the reason i wrote this post was cause I was creeping the facebook and saw a pic of one and my heart did a little flutter, I maybe (meaning "I did") got a little wet. aiiiyaa
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ps promise the next post will be about a time I had meaningless wonderful sex with a stranger that is just a number and story in my "black book"
;)
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